I’m in just laying in bed, thinking about him and all our many memories like I do every night. Wishing I could be with him right now, snuggled up watching movies, and realizing how much I took the little things for granted, if I could go back, I’d be more than enthusiastic about everything that he ever did for me. But I know he knows I appreciate him and all that he does, and I know he knows I love him more than anything. I just wished I showed it more while I had the opportunity. It 12:44 in the morning and I just want you by my side. Oh and by the way, today’s his birthday.